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Blog EntryFeb 11, '06 9:42 AM
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今天是我第4天的‘全日粥餐制’!我还没办法好好的咀嚼,只可以进食流质食物,今天已经是第4天,清一色-----> 粥或饮料!!!!
我想接下来的几天,我看见流质食物应该会反胃作呕吧!嘴巴至目前为止,还无法张开太大,我担心,久而久之,会不会嘴巴张不开啊?食物方面,最近有点受苦!可是别以为我就此清减了不少,门儿都没有!因为牙医护士告诉我,我可以吃吃雪糕,好让伤口快些止血。我没去求证到底那有没有根据,反正我拿正牌了,拼命地吃那除了粥以外,我唯一可以放进嘴巴的零食。所以,体重应该是有增无减!
据说,甜食吃多了,会让人有愉快甜蜜的感觉,所以,这几天,除了偶尔牙痛之苦,我都很快乐!哈哈!!!


Blog EntryFeb 9, '06 9:27 AM
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昨天动了个小手术,把生长得有点怪的智慧牙,缠绕我已久的疼痛,拔除掉了。拔除后,麻醉药失效后,好痛好痛,我竟痛得像小孩般跺脚踢桌子,耍脾气。原来动手术拔智慧牙还不是简单的痛。现在的我,讲话吃饭和动作,都斯文得十足一个淑女,伤口到现在还在流血,就像我之前的心一般!

这不是我预期的效果,拔牙的痛不是,预料外的自私答案也不是。冥冥中的安排吗?还是我潜意识的安排?我选择了身心一起疲惫疼痛……但是,心里的痛,却神奇般地块便平静了下来,或许是……哀莫大于心死吧!我却神奇般,什么感觉都没有,在那晚后,一颗眼泪也没再掉过!我忍不住的发笑,嘲笑我和他都很可怜,我可怜在自以为还在乎,我可怜在天真地以为我可以得到一个答案。他可怜在从以前到现在,从未正视过问题的存在,从未关心过问题的根源,他可怜在,以为我还存有一丝希望,对他苦苦相逼。其实,我只是在为自己找一条出路。答案不重要吗?我却只想他和自己,对我公平一些。我发现我和另一个他,存在了8年的误会,我不想,另一个误会的存在与延续。但我似乎被定义为失去理智。他有口难言?我何尝不是?算了,现在一切已不再重要。我会,….. 说到做到!祝福我,祝福你,也祝福……他!

那颗牙的伤口,还在滴血,我已当了两晚的吸血鬼。右边脸部肿了一大片,正正成为了鸳鸯脸,我一直埋头为脸部与牙齿减少痛楚,却完全忘了今天之前,发生了那么一件事,原来,已不知不觉,LET GO ……. 现在,我只觉得,心里的痛,远远不及我牙肉伤口的痛。他,在那颗作怪的智慧牙被拔掉时,也一并被拔除掉了!

 

谢谢,那叮咛我一定要说到做到的朋友!


Blog EntryOct 24, '05 10:41 PM
for everyone

等我 等我一起入梦

等我 等我一起寂寞

请等我一起入梦

当你也需要拥抱的时候

请等我一起寂寞

当你也感到冷的时候
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好不好让我陪你到天亮

真的曾经对你动了心

你却轻轻跳过要我相信命运

相信有心的人不必谈情

把你的人你的名你的声音都忘记

假装自己最无情

把你的泪你的笑你的眼神都忘记

希望你的真情有人懂的疼惜







 


Blog EntryOct 24, '05 3:20 AM
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A project considered half closed.......that's why i'm shaking my leg for the moment in this office...nth much things to deal with except waiting for the freelancers to enter office at night for a meeting.

Remember i mentioned about a Taiwan TV programme in my previous journal?I suddenly recall what were they discussing in tat show. ............well~ i do not mention about what's the topic of tat day's show. now i've changed my opinion to agree with tat person who's saying 'why not??...it's nth so serious'....

.........i wish, i deserve a hug.............


Blog EntryOct 19, '05 8:01 AM
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Long time never been here. I was busy for the past few weeks......everything hasn't come to the end yet! still long way to go.

Well~ everything isn't tat bad overall..... i think some way of thinking have changed. no longer stubborn on certain things...tat makes life easier and happier.

We should appreciate what we've already had around us. rather than looking or waiting for something that is wasting our time. thing comes and thing goes....... lots of things are out of our control. but it doesn't mean tat we can give up..........never giving up to get a happy life!!


Blog EntrySep 12, '05 11:11 AM
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我爱过很多人很多人爱过我
却没有尝试过爱到走火入魔
我爱的那些人没一个爱过我
想爱我那些人我却大意错过

我爱的那些人到现在还恨我
她们说我没有为爱情付出过
爱我的那些人很久已经没有联络
但我还在回味从她们身上得到的收获

我爱过很多人很多人爱过我
不是爱得太多就是爱不够多
究竟哪个时候才遇到一个人
两个人给的爱都是一样的多

我也不想这样一直不知所措


Blog EntrySep 12, '05 5:51 AM
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I'm now in the office...waiting the time to 6:30pm

It was a busy morning....but it's a boring evening today! Today's jobs have all been done.but not tomolo's and the entire week's one.....

After one month working....i've found tat, i'm still as lazy as usual.... i'm still a lazy me.Nth has changed. Not only that.... my temper is still very bad. Yes.... mayb i'm really an emotional gal...as they said.

I've just got a news today....smbody has no longer waiting for me...how about me? ya....same goes to me also. I think...i'm free now! thank god and good job~ ting..... :)


Blog EntryJul 27, '05 12:33 PM
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20005727日,晚上1124

 

       在有线电台观看了一个台湾节目,撇开节目内容不谈,节目嘉宾的谈话内容,让我明瞭….也许该说更加确定,有些人的想法是真的真的和自己不同,而看在我的眼里,他们这样子好奇怪,我是完全无法接受他们的论点,惊讶世界上怎么会有这样想法的人存在?其实他们并不怪,只是思想上的偏差,搞不好看在他的眼里,我才是一个大怪人!我不是说过,我们不可能要求别人变成你想要的样子。

 

       前些日子和情伤的表姐长聊了一番,在这方面,其实真的没有对与错,要真的说有错,错在于,人在不成熟的时候,说了不成熟的话,做了不成熟的承诺,造成今日回忆起来的心如刀割吧!我们还说了,原来人生中得到知心懂你的朋友,而那朋友在你需要关怀时总会恰时出现,那比有一个随时变心的爱人还甜蜜幸福的多。感谢着截至现在,在我人生出现过的一些人,不论好坏,他们都是我人生珍贵的过客。更难能可贵的,是一些知心的,不可或缺的VIP,没有他们的话,可能很多时候我已熬不下去。这件事,让我认真地去想了很多事情,我想,人真的不需去执著一些不必要的事情,该抓住地抓住,该放手的,就别死抓不放!值得我们关心,骄傲,欣慰的,还大有其事呢。人生真的匆匆数十载,该有不同的尝试,该勇敢接受不同的挑战,那老的时候,才不会后悔自己没趁年轻时放纵一下吧!哈哈!没必要在乎别人的眼光,自己的感觉,自己高兴,才是最最重要的!

 

       事业上,最近的我突然需要做很多决定,我想不只是男生,女生也担心会走错路,入错行吧!最近我老常说,我年纪不小了,该是搏杀的时候了!哈哈!很搞笑吧~ 我还曾经更搞笑地和朋友说,眼见各个刚毕业的社会新鲜人那么辛苦才挣到一点点钱,我得改变人生目标了.,原本说要找份好工作,努力出头,前途要无量;但现在,我的目标还是寄托在,找个有钱/前途,又对自己好的老公,嫁给他算了!哈哈!祝我成功~愿望成真吧!


Blog EntryJul 22, '05 1:59 PM
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       最近常和朋友聊起身边的变化。刚刚也才和一位老室友在电话中畅谈,不知搞什么鬼的,话题中也谈到了种种的变化。男生的善变,周遭的变化,以及叹息将来可能会出现变化的友情关系。其实打从前几天已好像有所顿悟般的,多了一句口头禅:‘世界每天都在变,人的心又怎么可能会不变呢?’难道不是吗?所以,我们真的没有必要要求另一个人的一颗心,为你永远不变。

       翻开自己的旧相簿,如今的样貌和昔日有多少差别?如今的想法又有多少为了现实而妥协?紧贴在自己身上的那颗心,它变了吗?该庆幸的是,还保留着多少份童真吧.........‘世界每天都在变’,人与事的变迁不断在身边上演,纯真的心多少也会受到影响。还像有点灰哦~也不是。只不过,在叹息?在悲哀?在无奈?我无法改变某些东西以得到我想有的变化。就好比如,我无法改变一个人的想法。虽然有些东西老是在变,却偏偏不会变成我渴望的样子,现实,或许就像人人所说般的残酷。

       曾经,我觉得自己好好笑。听见有人说,‘我会努力变成你想要的样子’,偏偏我却等待另一个心意的转变,甚至努力的为他改变成他要的样子,却忘了,‘世界每天都在变,人的心又怎么可能会不变呢?’。


Blog EntryJul 21, '05 12:35 PM
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我本来就是个喜欢写写记载心情的人,偏偏这几年的光阴下来,人变得懒散了。

最近的我,难得闲着没事做,又不知为何,似乎看什么,听什么,都让我颇有感觉,闲着做些纪录也无妨。

听着音乐,好宁静的一个夜晚。“...我将真心奉献给你,把悲伤留给我自己......"

从什么时候开始,我变得连自己都不懂自己要的是什么,追寻的是什么,期待,梦想的又是什么!突然想起,原来自己曾经对自己许下过承诺,如今蓦然回首,却成了最滑稽的笑话!最近的我,总得深呼吸数下才能入睡,我知道,我在不安,我在焦虑。但人类往往是生性最最最矛盾的动物。我说,我迷失了,我害怕恐惧了,偏偏,我却没尽最大的努力来走出这迷宫。因为,我担心,在这座迷宫的出口,将会是另一座迷宫的开始。

曾经我惊叹身边朋友的一夜长大,却有人告诉我,不是其他人成长了,只不过是我一直停留在远点,没有变化过..............

 


Blog EntryJul 21, '05 11:43 AM
for everyone

Have u ever missed someone and felt
terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the
same time, sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u
meant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings
hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that
he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of her
missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of
the last time u went out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit
under the stars again,
talking about everything,
your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see
him/her online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not return your page,
u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely
and let u know that there is actually a feeling
known as
emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care
and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and
let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become
jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know it,
let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.

Missing 我的你,也许能够在这网页中看见其它我正在讲的故事!
Missing 我的你,tell me, don't let me wait ;)